Grrrr… This is getting aggravating.

The Prednisone is kicking in, and I’m just…ugh!

• I’m fat.  I hit 160 last night.  At least I was back down to 155 by this morning.
• My feet hurt.  No amount of oxycodone is taking it away.
• Even my old “fat clothes” aren’t fitting very well.
• I am getting crankier and crankier.  I am starting to feel my blood boil and nothing is causing it.
• I am tired.  I was awake for 3 hrs last night.  Yay.
• I wonder if my MOPP dosages aren’t high enough.
• I just want to go home and go to bed, but I have to take a lorazepam when I get home, or else I will bite someone’s head off, probably literally.  And then I have to wait for 6 hrs to take my temazepam so I can sleep.
• I’m on-call tonight and REALLY don’t want to be.
• Everything about work is bugging me right now, and for the most part I have no reasons for it to be.
• I’m almost through with my 2nd pot of coffee today.